♥ thanks stead for being there.

being e one concernin about me

19 Nov 2009

had training in e morning..during break, rush thru let's rock planning as somehow it wasn't finish.

actually was hiding in shelter away from e rain. and after much thinkin.

i made that decision. i msg-ed him.

that moment was e suckier. i hold back my tears and ran under e rain.

i act that nothing had happen-ed and continue to help out. deep inside i feel so bad le.

staying under e rain was not a gd feeling but it hide my tears. time and time i hide in e toilet n cried

but all i say what im nt feeling well, sick. who can i turn-ed to?

After training went to gilbert house to eat dinner. hah.

LOL. den amelia pei me go 940. thanks alot for being there okays?

Chuming kor came to find me. thnks for ur concern.

home-ed and quarrel with parents again. (thanks for adding on.)

and that night i could nt sleep, cry throughout e whole night. ):

20 Nov 2009

went to school again. went uder e rain again.

and got sick even more ._. high fever still runnning.

after training home-ed, bath-ed den off to expo to meet my family.

thanks elmobro who pei me walk frm e bridge to simei.

after expo. home-ed

start vomiting when i wan to sleep at 2. could not sleep all e way till 8 in e mornin.

21 Nov 2009

Currently: Feeling real bad and Real Sick.

cant stop vomiting ._. so i could get to sleep too ):

DON SAY THAT IM PREGNANT cause i haben done sex b4.

training was like everyday. and im seriously lack of rest.! hais

two days of training under the rain, and i got e results of high fever and non-stop vomiting._.

I WAN SLEEP .! but i just could not.tmrw should i go back sch to help coach??

Let's Rock is on monday to wednesday. IM GETTING REAL STRESS UP SIA.!

one last note: dont ask me why. cause i hav feelings too.

if you guys only noe that he got feelings, den fine, leave me alone.

don push all e blame on me. i cant take it anymore.

he himself hav to reflect on how he does thing.

and since he got all of u to care about him, he don need me at all.

♥ i wann to move on. leave me alone . PLEASE.!

I WAN THIS GIRL BACK.! iloveyou, i need you back once again.

contact me real soon okays? hais.

NO PICTURES CAUSE I STILL CANT UPLOAD.!

it had been so long since my last post..

getting real bored in holidays.

all i does is TRAINING. really need to put in more effort le. hais.

i miss the GUYS in 940, my sisters and all my gans.

i need them back in my life.. my life is getting black n white real soon.

recently. I SPRAIN MY ANKLE ONCE AGAIN. adding on to e no. le

i feel so fucking useless can? nvm forget it. IM A USELESS STUPID PERSON.

18nov2009

OBS TRAINING in e morning. it was funny this tim, quite slack.

and i bet melvin and tongjuay love it e most. they seem to hav real fun

this few days, after training jiu go gilbert house play play.

especially with his two little cute cousin.! I MISS THEM NOW.

even though i just saw them just now. hah.

e rest was watching 吓到笑, while im taking care of his cousin. COOL RIGHT?

went to glen's chalet with amelia and had fun for awhile.

melvin and e rest is sooooo cute.! hahahh

HOME SWEET HOME ._.

anw jonathan had been my gan erzi for e second month today(:

take care erzi.! and last long with ur gf (:

tmrw is my 2nd month with EngAn erzi.! hahahh

e cute boyboy. i will always rmb ur smile (: take care.!

Went out around 9 plus drank den off to class chalet ^^

dennn jiawei went to e side gate look for me. XIEXIENI

so slack around and apparently xinyi did not noe i was ther. hah

but somehow it is kinda of boring. LOL.

and IAN WONG LIANG LIANG make me hav 1 blue black on my head.!

now still very painful sia. HAHAHH.. nvm. after that e rest wan to go WWW but i cant ):

went to fairprice got my blue fbt.! hahahh. xinyi iloveyou got one too.

hehee.! dn after that i cabbed to under weisen house ther.. drink again ._. but cnt take it liao

wanna vomit ): so korkor drank e rest. HAHAHH.

eileen, xiangyu, joe & korkor pei me go buy bread (cause gastric pain).

ang kiong to get my ice milo too ^^

RUN BACK SCHOOL CAUSE WAN TO LATE LIAO. hahhha

training was simple today. but i wann vomit ._. ankle also slight sprain.

went to A1 to get bubble tea den home with korkor. thanks(:

WEIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I WANNNN SEEE ONEEEEEEEEEEEE

actually wanted to go watch e bball match de ):

AND SORRY CHANQIANG nvb go find u. SORRY guohao nvb go ur house

im seriously veery tired after training

sat was climb on. my muscle was freaking pain and right after that is TRAINING.!

annnddd this is like e 2nd day of training. and my body is aching like shit.!

tmrw that were still be OBS training ._. IM DYING. really very intensive training i think (:

but this is gonna be fun yet tiring. PERSERVERANCE IS NEEDED.!

im gonna be stronggggg. im turning more tan(; IM LOVING IT.

woohoos.  i bet i was crazy

anw today went to bird bird house after training for lunch. VERY NICEEEEEE

lol. saw nicman, kelvin n jordon tooo. hah

BYE PEEPSS..

WEIDEEEEEEEEEE I WANNNN SEEEEEEEEEEEE

ANW:

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO GUOHAO.!

CLIMB ON SINGAPORE 2009

WEEHEES, many pictures for climb on. that how i spend my weekends (:

today had two trainings. first is opc training. and and and I GOT SUNBURN.! woohoos.

and it is also e first time i get fucking frustrated den i silently cried in e toilet ):

LOL. anw after training, had lunch at ang kiong den off to bird bird housse .

had real loads of funnn. and i LOVE E BABY ^^ he is so freaking cute lahs

he only let me carry (: hahahh. LOL. i wann go play with himmmm again PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE

i thhink tmrw might go bird bird house again to have lunch ^^

BYE.! i this week continuous 4 days got training . SHIOK