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I guess and hope i made the right choice.Jun 17, 2010

 

Haha, clarify stuff with you once again after so many stuff. And i seriously hope that this is the last time. If u are looking at this then good. I'm seriously tired of everything and i think you too right? That what is the point continuing ? I never force you to talk to me . WHY ? Somehow i don't need to live with your messages anymore . In the past, Yes. one day without your message is hell. But now, No. Why must you keep saying all these stupid stuff ? If you don't, things will not turn out like that. Hello ? We break le. And you totally ignored me, obviously i will go talk to my friends lah. And is it a crime to talk to my gans ? Talk to guys mean flirt ? What a childish mindset u have huh ? Sorry, Since i was young, i can click better with guys. Wanna say i flirt ? Go check your dictionary first. At first i may feel guilty of causing you to become how you are now. And since you like the way you are now, I'm absolutely fine with it. And i said i wanna put a stop to this shit for so many freaking time, is cause I don't need you to guailan me. You are not the only person who can love me ? Other people out there, my friends and gans treat me way better than you did. Why is friends and gans that important to me ? cause their love for me last longer than yours. I know it is normal to get jealous but remember what you tell me ? you would never get jealous. Worst thing, i hate your own interpretation of everything i say to you or to others. You are not me. So if you don't know then don't anyhow think and yeah, discriminate me like i am one who totally don't have any feelings ? Don't always ask me look for guys. i'm not a prostitute. You say you don't mean it. Every single time we talk, the first thing you ask is Never message other guys meh ? Never go Find other guys meh ? Stop all this fucking nonsense lah. I don't need this Seriously i can move on .Don't think that i will always stuck onto you only. I'm not those type. Don't always bring up my ex to just make me angry. NO use. But somehow i learn something, no matter how much you can say you love me, it is not even half of it.I will say thanks for being one who really love me loads only in the first month.. Thanks for taking care and allowing me to learn a lot of things I never had gone through in my other relationships. Thanks for what you had done for me. And thanks for all the good and bad memories you give me.

And to all people, i'm seriously v lazy to messages or reply fast. so sorry for all my late reply. Hahahahh. i'm starting to get back on studies but somehow the motivation and determination isn't there, Sigh. But no worries, i'm so gonna go back on track soon. Not stupid enough to give up my studies just because of a relationship. LOl. And thanks those who are there for me :D


HEY ;DJun 16, 2010

NOT GONNA POST AS OFTEN LE .

I don't hope to keep wasting my time away.

Gonna start studying hard. Gonna leave everything aside. HAH

Anything contact me thru Phone or facebook ;D take care peeps

i just wanna see u guys happy then sad. Very pekchek to see all of u liddat.

JUST WHY !

 

Oh Gosh ! I'm addicted to playing Jun 11, 2010

I'm getting more and more lazy to post nowadays. :D Hahahh

10 June 2010

morning woke up late at 7.30 am , bathe le jiu went out

went to meet Roseline at 8.30am over at north cc. Heehee . used internet while waiting for the rest.

So Cheewai, Kelvin and Jiasen join us for breakfast and they will late.reach the kopitiam saw Zhengyew's uncle :D so long mei you kan dao ta.

After that, the three of them went to work :D Happy working huh ~

BLAH, went to Andy's house to get basketball before heading to Wilson's house. Heee

the birthday boy could not get his milo oreo as the shop was not open ;D lol and i think roseline hav a fun time playing wii

LOl. after v long, wilson finally decided to stop playing dota and then go bathe before we go for lunch.

Met up with Royston, Chanqiang and Lionel for lunch ;D And i wanna say: THEY BULLY ME ):

off to kbox at ehub with Xinyi,Evonne & Roseline :Dhad a fun time but was thinking about alot of things, sigh all the songs bring out memories ..

Played arcade then go pasir ris park, yueming came to find us and hahaha. he kanna bully . but also he made us run >.<

back to north cc played awhile jiu pei roseline walk to her house there b4 taking bus home. reach home at 9.  ;D

drank with parents till 3am and i drop dead by half a bottle of vodka ._. i wanna drink more !!!!

 

11 June 2010

went to north cc again, met up with roseline :D Hahah. we are addicted to the game andy taught us.

So kept playing until 10 then off to library. Roseline tried to finish out her homework while i'm reading.

Andy and Yueming came to look for us then we went to sunplaza slack.

i was getting real bored so decided to play under the rain..

Crying under the rain, no one would know whether u are crying anot. luckily i was alone...

Hah. i slipped and fall . and i seem to be a mad woman playing under the pouring rain lah ._.

sua. change of place when we go north cc play then had lunch.

very funny lah ! after that, the two guys went to andy hse while me n roseline go play dare..

damn paiseh lah. decide go back pass them the ball then off to tamp1 trying to play.

saw carmen tan then carmen leong, sandy and wilson ^^ hahaha

off to safra and we waited for freaking long b4 we played.. saw queenie and her friends. LOL

and and, that side got alot of cute guys sial ! hahah XD shy liao. LOL. played till 6 then home le. such a good girl :X

 

never post about 9 June.. short summary. played basketball e whole day :D

with jiongyang n the rest, 940 people ;D i miss them to the max sial !

It is always raining this few days ):Jun 08, 2010

8 June 2010

Off to school for English and as usual I'm late for class . Haha

LOL sat with Cedric .and throughout the lesson i was having a silent conversation with Zhuanmei :D

and in total we have 9 pages of post stick conversation ! so cool right ?

Hahahh then after that, i jiu go basketball court there played bball. it was really fun lah

cause it is raining, when u run will like keep slipping..

so totally play bball with alot of people.. the 4I people, 4F people.

and the funny thing is everyone is playing very well till van started calling all of us MVP. jokee sioh.

LOL keep playing match until 3 plus then off to east cc with all of them plus royston n sharifah

over there played match again. our powerful team consists of royston, sharifah, roseline, zhuanmei n me !

then other group are all GC gang people, lost only by one point. so it is not bad uh :D

i love playing under the rain ! i love playing with them ! and i miss playing with gina n andy

LOL. and the very suay thing is that my kneecap kanna knee, now leg still jelly.

even though it hurts alot, but i still love the process of playing with them !

HEEHEE ~ tmrw going to North cc to play basketball with alot ppl

meeting with roseline wang first ! hahaha i'm so gonna hug my gina ng !!!

heehee XD gtg bye peeps !

sad ! can't upload pictures. got some problems ):

Gosh. the weather is bad ):Jun 05, 2010

5 June 2010 -Saturday

LOL. as usual i wan wake by my mum's screaming when i was trying to sleep at 1pm to 3pm

was really very tired cause could not sleep well past few days

so was very irritated then went out with sisters :D Hahahh

Off to 201 to get bubble tea and wad beatrisa need to get. HAH got my blueberry biscuit !

then went to tamp mall to get the rest of the stuff before we start shopping . YEAY

went to many shop and saw many people too !

brought alot of stuff : a mango tank top, a cotton on shirt, a BHG shirt, cotton on slipper

then off to kfc for dinner and i saw zesh and shengwei ! i chua tio when shengwei call me lor.

hahaha XD then back to shopping again. around 9 cai go home.

but then, not even one hour ltr i went out with papa to go add oil to his car, then go wash his car :D

home-ed at 1 plus then off to sleep ! haha didn't really get to see mum for more than one hour today :x

 

i will upload the pictures some other time !

going out to bugis now with sister ! hahahah

 

sorry gina n royston for not going to 209 to play bball. some other day okay ?

i promise i would go there aand play with you guys X3

that's her

AMANDA 林慧珊

sweet 16

Blow candles on every 1102

Sweetly attached to her dearest baby ! ♥

She love Gina Ng ! cuz she is always there for you.

thanks my dear girl

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